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Life after Pa Pa Vernon

2009-10-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

Its Raining again today in Greer ,and I am blogging about how much Vernon ,My Father has meant to me. Word can not really express them truly. He came into our live 35 years ago ,a quiet ,respectful, humble and least of all exrtremley smart! As you have most likley figured out ,he was my Step Father . The title is only a title ,because he was everthing that my two sister and I, could have asked for. My Mom Elaine married him when I was 13 ,Vicky was 14 and Jackie was 12. Wow!When I see that on this page I think......He should have run and got on the slow boat to China we all hear so much about! I would love to tell you that it was all a bowl of cherries , not true ! He was for sure baptized by fire ! We tried hard to not like him....impossible he was exactly what our Family needed, and God does know best! It was not very long after Elaine and Vernon got married my Father ,Jack Wheeler Sanders (J.W.) passsed away, and that made me want to fight harder to dislike him,still no luck God would not allow it. There is one turning point in my life that, I can recall so vividly ,when I was outside under the Carport ,sitting on Vernon's Snapper lawn mower ,with a wet head in the Winter time I was trying to boycott him ,being in charge, while Nana lane was away, for the evening. Vernon very softly opened the door and said these few words to me" Kathy I am not trying to take your Fathers place, and I never will ,You need to come in, before you get sick,and he very softly closed the door. Man, was I ever stunned ,how could I get mad at that. He was truly a gift from God to my family,and we were blessed with one more special gift on June 20 1976 ,My lil "Vernon "Tice" Stephens"Te Ti"my baby brother, who is now 33 years old ,not much of a baby anymore. I credit Tice's birth with the glue that brought us all together as a family unit. Life was good

Our family A Center Piece Gone

2009-10-01T13:07:00.001-07:00

This is a Tribute to Vernon Tice Stephens .He was a honest and peaceful and God fearing man.

On the Blog come back

2009-09-21T05:54:00.000-07:00

I am on the come back , I have so much to tell you about what has gone on in this life of mine .I really don't know were to begin! I think I would Blog more If I felt more confident with the use of the English language. I really use a lot of slang . I hope you can understand what I am trying to get across . I cringe when I see it on paper. If you really want to read this Blog ...I am sorry, You will have to take the good with the bad and read the really sarcastic sometimes amusing ,sad and most of all colorful!!! Will be back later today with some thoughts on what has been going on in the world of The Hannah Klan!!!!!

Waiting on a Women

2009-01-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

Its almost 1200 o'clock and I am sitting here waiting on a woman ...Tori she is gone to 221 with some friends she wont be home until 2.00 .I dont like the idea but what can I do. she is a women now,so I will sit here and wait and pray that she is safe.
Today was a better day for me I felt more like myself today, I am not sure what has been wrong with me I officially call them my "get under the bed days"I don really want to be of this world
I am just sad and unhappy . I got the laundry almost caught up and the middle of the house picked up ,it does not sound like much but for me its a lot ,I have no energy,I have gained about 50 pounds in the last year ..... I know I cant believe I really admitted out loud on paper,A, special friend told me today to do this ,start from today, don't dwell on where you are, pick your self up and move forward.Thanks SB your the best! My Blake has been home for 3 hours playing x*box that's something to smile about I love it when he is at home.. I know that he is safe and sound ,so I am here just waiting on a Woman Thank you God for all that you have given me ,I will be happier tommorow because you live ! and I am saved and your child!!!I have rambled on long enough If someone is reading this blog ,they for sure knowthat I have trouble staying on task or staying focused on subject at hand.

Its Raining ..again be careful what you ask for you just might get it

2009-01-06T11:34:00.000-08:00

It is a very rainey day in Greer ! I could do some major sleeping ,but there is no rest for the old and saggy with a 6 year old. He keeps me movin in a full time mode .how you doing! I love it though,he is so funny.I wonder how in the world he could get all this stuff he comes up with at the young age of 6.
I read the book Twlight .I really liked it ,until I saw the movie.It could have been alot better I was not happy with the choice of characters I wanted them to be.. a what am I looking for here......
maybe....... better looking wax figures. I am just saying thats my opionion. I will probally read the rest of the books it will be a while before I venture in to that.

Happy New Year

2009-01-02T08:28:00.000-08:00

Its a New Year 2009 Were has all the time gone ? I am suppose to be completley happy wealthy and healthy and most of all SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what did I so wrong > EVERYTHING GO FIGURE............. I am a hopless cause were will this eating binge take me?This is Friday Jan. 2 say a prayer and wish me luck

Were have I been?

2008-11-15T04:47:00.000-08:00

Good morning, it is a rainy day in Greer. I looked at my Blog and thought ,were has the time gone. Oh well I am back, so let me tell you a few thing that are going on in this beautiful town, We all love . What could be more restful than a day in side with old movies your loved ones and the pets? I am going to love me some rain and rest I love to just veg and pretend the the world is a place great place at all time but we all know that it just not true, for instance our town is rally around one of its own Smiley Howell who is in bitter battle for his life from Cancer! He is in Korea at this moment. waiting for stem cell treatment, this little PO dunk town has come out in record number, to support him with Prayers and money. I am really proud to call Greer's people my Towns people ! I am always in aw of what God can do if we just let him move freely in our hearts and our minds .
John-Nick's last football game is this morning at 10:30 if the rain lets up. It is not looking good for the Home team . He has also been sleeping in his bed and it is not a good thing for him. He hates it. I love it I have made it back to my bed for the first time in maybe five years. Wow that's along time and I cant not believe we let that happen . It so easy to just get caught up in what is easy with your kids but that is not what they need or us either. It does feel good to be normal again and not let my child have the master bed room while I sleep in his room,oh well who says you get to old to learn new tricks , I am still learning at age 46;" ouch that hurt to write" but it is true an I know age is really just a number. after you hit about 35 . I still do love my Life even though I would really love to make some positive change for the good but I'm still in a good place right now , God is good God is great that is a true little diddy that we all just chant along with the kids ,but it is so true .I just need to really listen and believe and step up to his mission in my Life and move and move and move. God don't like lazy and Ugly and sometimes I am both. talk to ya later Trust the Lord on High and the man he allowed to be appointed to that High Office we call President and move on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God don't do mistakes !!!!!!!!!!

Am I really doing this

2008-09-18T15:56:00.000-07:00

Am I really doing this? well.. well.. here I am trying to be Blogger! go figure...I cant seem to shut up to my Family and Friends, and cant think of thing to write that would be Worth someones time to read, so I am will give you a little back ground info on the

big kathy hannah

okie dokie. Life is full of little ups and downs for the Hannah Family and the Sanders Family, (that's my Maiden name).We seem to be our own worst enemy. I cant quiet grasp the concept that we look normal on the outside but boy...... when you look little deeper man... do you get a shocker!We have issues from Lord knows were,We don't even know who to blame !!! All I know is that is goes back along long way. I wonder a lot of time why I feel the urge to over eat. I really wished I knew . I can tell you that my Childhood was definitely not normal and I almost sure that We would be labeled what is now called THE DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY back then We were the girls that had, no Mom or Dad we had a Granny and laine. Laine name is really Elaine but we always call here Laine is also who I was named after her I am Kathy Elaine Sanders Hannah what a name .I think I am kinda liken this blogging thing, its away of venting to yourself .I owe a lot to both, Granny and Laine they kept us girls together, my sister Vicky and Jackie .Vicky was three when Mom died and I was two, and Jackie was nine months ,man that had to be hard for my Mom to go and leave us ! She must have been very strong,She knew she was dying and she told My Granny and Laine to" met her In heaven with Her Three Little Girls"
And we all plan keeping that promise, so much for that maybe I just answered my on question about why I eat to much it could be because I fear what coming tomorrow who knows only God truly knows as I keep searching it out I will be Praying and if you are reading .. Please pray too.

Am I really doing this

2008-09-12T12:19:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday and I am so glad. The only day that I know that is better than Friday is ........
The first day of your family vacation . I am real scared about this Blog thing,I am not little ms.
correct speaking and perfect in anyway as a matter of fact ,but I guess you can give me c+ for effort.
My Friend has really encouraged me to do this ,so I will give it a whirl, what do I have to lose .I lost my mind many moons ago when I became some ones Mom there names are Blake ,Tori,
and John-Nicholas Hannah don't get me wrong its the greatest joy that you can have but its also the hardest joyful job that you could ever undertake!! My Granny told me when I was expecting my Blake, and I was complaining about being Preggie she said" You better live for yourself now because, when that Baby is born ,you won't ever live for yourself again". Boy was She right !
I never got to tell her that and She would have loved to have heard that because ,She loved being right. kind of a family trait you think? I would not trade my walk in this life for anything .I am Blessed and highly Favored! I think if you have a place to lay your head and food to eat, you my friend are also blessed and highly favored , so look up my Friend good times are coming just keep looking up.