Life after Pa Pa Vernon

Its Raining again today in Greer ,and I am blogging about how much Vernon ,My Father has meant to me. Word can not really express them truly. He came into our live 35 years ago ,a quiet ,respectful, humble and least of all exrtremley smart! As you have most likley figured out ,he was my Step Father . The title is only a title ,because he was everthing that my two sister and I, could have asked for. My Mom Elaine married him when I was 13 ,Vicky was 14 and Jackie was 12. Wow!When I see that on this page I think......He should have run and got on the slow boat to China we all hear so much about! I would love to tell you that it was all a bowl of cherries , not true ! He was for sure baptized by fire ! We tried hard to not like him....impossible he was exactly what our Family needed, and God does know best! It was not very long after Elaine and Vernon got married my Father ,Jack Wheeler Sanders (J.W.) passsed away, and that made me want to fight harder to dislike him,still no luck God would not allow it. There is one turning point in my life that, I can recall so vividly ,when I was outside under the Carport ,sitting on Vernon's Snapper lawn mower ,with a wet head in the Winter time I was trying to boycott him ,being in charge, while Nana lane was away, for the evening. Vernon very softly opened the door and said these few words to me" Kathy I am not trying to take your Fathers place, and I never will ,You need to come in, before you get sick,and he very softly closed the door. Man, was I ever stunned ,how could I get mad at that. He was truly a gift from God to my family,and we were blessed with one more special gift on June 20 1976 ,My lil "Vernon "Tice" Stephens"Te Ti"my baby brother, who is now 33 years old ,not much of a baby anymore. I credit Tice's birth with the glue that brought us all together as a family unit. Life was good

On the Blog come back

I am on the come back , I have so much to tell you about what has gone on in this life of mine .I really don't know were to begin! I think I would Blog more If I felt more confident with the use of the English language. I really use a lot of slang . I hope you can understand what I am trying to get across . I cringe when I see it on paper. If you really want to read this Blog ...I am sorry, You will have to take the good with the bad and read the really sarcastic sometimes amusing ,sad and most of all colorful!!! Will be back later today with some thoughts on what has been going on in the world of The Hannah Klan!!!!!

Waiting on a Women

Its almost 1200 o'clock and I am sitting here waiting on a woman ...Tori she is gone to 221 with some friends she wont be home until 2.00 .I dont like the idea but what can I do. she is a women now,so I will sit here and wait and pray that she is safe.
Today was a better day for me I felt more like myself today, I am not sure what has been wrong with me I officially call them my "get under the bed days"I don really want to be of this world
I am just sad and unhappy . I got the laundry almost caught up and the middle of the house picked up ,it does not sound like much but for me its a lot ,I have no energy,I have gained about 50 pounds in the last year ..... I know I cant believe I really admitted out loud on paper,A, special friend told me today to do this ,start from today, don't dwell on where you are, pick your self up and move forward.Thanks SB your the best! My Blake has been home for 3 hours playing x*box that's something to smile about I love it when he is at home.. I know that he is safe and sound ,so I am here just waiting on a Woman Thank you God for all that you have given me ,I will be happier tommorow because you live ! and I am saved and your child!!!I have rambled on long enough If someone is reading this blog ,they for sure knowthat I have trouble staying on task or staying focused on subject at hand.

Its Raining ..again be careful what you ask for you just might get it

It is a very rainey day in Greer ! I could do some major sleeping ,but there is no rest for the old and saggy with a 6 year old. He keeps me movin in a full time mode .how you doing! I love it though,he is so funny.I wonder how in the world he could get all this stuff he comes up with at the young age of 6.
I read the book Twlight .I really liked it ,until I saw the movie.It could have been alot better I was not happy with the choice of characters I wanted them to be.. a what am I looking for here......
maybe....... better looking wax figures. I am just saying thats my opionion. I will probally read the rest of the books it will be a while before I venture in to that.

Happy New Year

Its a New Year 2009 Were has all the time gone ? I am suppose to be completley happy wealthy and healthy and most of all SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what did I so wrong > EVERYTHING GO FIGURE............. I am a hopless cause were will this eating binge take me?This is Friday Jan. 2 say a prayer and wish me luck