Waiting on a Women

Its almost 1200 o'clock and I am sitting here waiting on a woman ...Tori she is gone to 221 with some friends she wont be home until 2.00 .I dont like the idea but what can I do. she is a women now,so I will sit here and wait and pray that she is safe.
Today was a better day for me I felt more like myself today, I am not sure what has been wrong with me I officially call them my "get under the bed days"I don really want to be of this world
I am just sad and unhappy . I got the laundry almost caught up and the middle of the house picked up ,it does not sound like much but for me its a lot ,I have no energy,I have gained about 50 pounds in the last year ..... I know I cant believe I really admitted out loud on paper,A, special friend told me today to do this ,start from today, don't dwell on where you are, pick your self up and move forward.Thanks SB your the best! My Blake has been home for 3 hours playing x*box that's something to smile about I love it when he is at home.. I know that he is safe and sound ,so I am here just waiting on a Woman Thank you God for all that you have given me ,I will be happier tommorow because you live ! and I am saved and your child!!!I have rambled on long enough If someone is reading this blog ,they for sure knowthat I have trouble staying on task or staying focused on subject at hand.

Its Raining ..again be careful what you ask for you just might get it

It is a very rainey day in Greer ! I could do some major sleeping ,but there is no rest for the old and saggy with a 6 year old. He keeps me movin in a full time mode .how you doing! I love it though,he is so funny.I wonder how in the world he could get all this stuff he comes up with at the young age of 6.
I read the book Twlight .I really liked it ,until I saw the movie.It could have been alot better I was not happy with the choice of characters I wanted them to be.. a what am I looking for here......
maybe....... better looking wax figures. I am just saying thats my opionion. I will probally read the rest of the books it will be a while before I venture in to that.

Happy New Year

Its a New Year 2009 Were has all the time gone ? I am suppose to be completley happy wealthy and healthy and most of all SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what did I so wrong > EVERYTHING GO FIGURE............. I am a hopless cause were will this eating binge take me?This is Friday Jan. 2 say a prayer and wish me luck